Woman healed of throat tumor in under 40-Days by making a decision to find her voice … and use it

Hello, Lovely Friend.

In this letter I want share an update about me, and also I want to share a letter from a woman who was healed a throat tumor during the last 40-Day Program when she connected that her tumor was directly related to her not using her voice and not expressing herself. And when she found her voice (and started using it!), the tumor disappeared!

Some might say “It’s a miracle” – I say it’s the most natural thing in the world. No one needs to be sick or in pain.

So first, my update:

It’s 9:30am here in Maine on a Saturday morning in July. I’m back from traveling for one month through Europe (Denmark, Sweden and France – it was AMAZING!) and I’m finding since my return I can’t get back into my old routine. 

My old life has disappeared. 

I’ve been trying to get back into my life … it’s … just … not … there! This is A Course in Miracles. It says that you will change and the world you think you see will also change, and disappear.

And my life has disappeared.

I realized yesterday that this is a good thing. I’ve changed. I can’t go back to my old life, I can’t go back to old habits.This is a time for trust and to allow new things to reveal themselves.

So I’m in a whole new space and I’m grateful. I chopped off all my hair while in Europe and gave away everything I brought with me on the trip (I did keep my computer, my passport and ID’s, the clothes on my back, my phone, some silver bracelets that I love, a scarf, a baby-blue Coach bag that my mom gave me last Christmas, and a new Kindle my friend Flemming gave me as a gift) everything else – $1000 in new gear that I’d bought for hiking – I gave it away. It was just too heavy to carry, and it felt great to unload it all.  

Then I had my hair cut super short in France, and it’s been incredible to notice how free I feel trying new things, and doing new things.

Here is a photo of the new me:

Who knows what happens next??? I don’t have a clue – I’m just enjoying the ride!

Just a reminder that the next round of the 40-Day Program starts August 1, 2015.

It’s free, it’s online, it’s offered 3 times a year (January 1st, May 1st and August 1st) and quite a lot of people are reporting dramatic shifts in their life when they’ve committed to do the practices that I suggest for 40-Days.

In this last round on May 1st, we had several people reporting physical healing, which is always great.

Here is one beautiful letter I received from someone named Wendi who connected her throat tumor with not using her voice to fully express herself, and when she made a decision to find her voice (and start using it!) the tumor disappeared. Thank you God. This work is for real.

Here is Wendi’s letter:

“Good day everyone! Thank you Lisa Natoli for this 40-Day Program!

I want to say how much I appreciate this awesome group of people. Thank you so much. Your words, your posts have been deeply enriching to me as I work through some deep deep pain.

I had mentioned in an earlier post I have finally found my voice.
I was diagnosed in April with a large benign tumor on my vocal cord and a reactive lesion on the other. They were talking surgery and extensive recovery. As a theatre director, actress and teacher I was distraught. Another example of hurting myself. Pushing beyond to make myself heard and seen.
As I have worked this 40 days and have done so much deep digging into my self loathing and harm while compensating with a loud boisterous demeanor, I have focused on finding my true voice.
Honestly, I have a loud Shakespearean actor voice, to think I didn’t have a “voice” seemed truly truly ridiculous to me.. I have too much voice… My dear friend pointed out this concept to me…
Why this tumor? What is your body telling you?
… I discovered my outer me .. My ego created me is all survival to protect the little little girl who was hurt so completely and had no control.
I had no voice, so my ego created the illusion of hugeness to protect her. It worked for many years.
I have been in various forms of recovery for over 26 years… I have become a truly happy person with a mission to inspire joy and love in all I meet.
But.. Still this deep core pain body was not available to me until I began and worked this program.
Yesterday, I went to my doctor and the tumor is gone… As well as the reactive lesion! She was astounded and so am I! I have moved from definite surgery to therapy and possibly no surgery needed!
I have heard of such things, but … Wow!
I have found my true voice! I have hugged and loved and forgiven. I have dug deep deep into my core pain!
I am not needing to fill up emptiness in food because.. Truly I am filled with God!
I can speak in a normal tone without fear of being lost or ignored or left behind.
I can speak for myself when a person is ” bullying” me.
I speak my truth.
I have my 48th birthday next week! I am excited to see where this next chapter leads! I am lighter and happier than I ever have been.
I want to spread happiness and love to all being I encounter!
I brim with joy.
I brim with love.
I brim with deep deep gratitude
I brim with compassion.
Thank you so much!
Namaste.

Wendi

Thank you beautiful and gorgeous Wendi, for doing the work and not just thinking about it!! The world needs your light and your voice.

I’m grateful for it.

If you’re inspired by this letter and you want to experience a shift in your life and give yourself a big  gift of healing and a life of joy, click this link to sign up for the 40-Day Program – it starts on August 1st: https://www.teachersofgod.org/40day